New Years Eve took me to a day of exhaustion and I canceled our guest and blog writing. One guest and one night. Still I felt guilty. Why? Putting myself first is always hard. I’ve never been much of a New Years Eve person. At least not for a long time! I am craving a party for my book launch; that’s what I want! I am looking to find another wish for the new year;2021. We have a sterling wish ball ornament. We hang the wish ball on the tree every year, putting a paper wishes inside. Last year I wished for my book to be done. It is!
However, it had two wishes. I wished for my body and exercise program to get me stronger. With Covid 19 I didn’t get that wish. Being home, I couldn’t seem to focus on my laptops many classes via Zoom or YouTube. While simplicity is not my strength, I am wanting it. two wishes is too much. Then my laptop crashed and while my book had to find another way to finish, and my exercise crashed as well. So here I am! Wanting to be at the computer to write; it is in conflict with getting my body stronger. Sitting is not my first choice. I can see now why I liked painting so much. Active! Art is active!
I have so many logged in poems and writing to work on. Some on the computer, some not. I still have stories to tell and retell! Even edit! Discovering more about my Website and how to management it? I now say; some people do crossword puzzles, I keep my aging brain alive in the art of computer discovery and continued thoughts of new stories!
