Words challenged because of the stimulation of a thoughtful need that I’m known for what I can’t let go of. I quake because of weakness for food or physical need or both. Rushing to quickly not being able or able to be mindful of fear. Will I miss this trick if that is what it is; a trick and acknowledgement of my capabilities. Can I even form where I move into being a brave and exciting adult? Alone now with some lacking for excitement or a real beginning of truth expressed. My story will continue.