David Departs

Seeing my engagement ring sitting on the shelves in the hall on top of an envelope, a note of explanation and goodbye. I had gone to work that day with a gnawing feeling of dread. I had no idea why. I decided to call my husbands work and asked for him.  His boss’s words to me: You don’ know, “Oh David, David, David. “Donna you don’t know. He told me that he had gone back to San Francisco.”

I hung up and called my job. I told my boss I had to go. I only remember almost running to our apartment for about 5 miles. I had given him my engagement diamond so that he could return to College. He and I had such big dreams to be stars or he wanted a job to support me in a better fashion than being a hairdresser. This was a lie, the beginning of many that I fell into for I was so much in love. Blinded and naïve. It was a different world.

I sat where the music played

This space is mine now

I sat now for hours where I danced

Greeting the world I had created

You walked with me, yet you’re not here

Steps cemented with vibrations;

Vibrations of you

Stopping to create our image

My body wrapped in yours

I know the photo exists.

color surprises or does it?

We embrace in a photographic memory

 I remember.

Tender touches and no real contact.

Windows light and fire blares

A crest to my back illuminates

Your words are mine.

You thought I might doubt:

I did not; I will not! I loved you.

No longer forever!


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