My life is a series of split second sideshows, choices in how I react or respond happens from a moment. I assess what was said or what I am doing and then change appears. Feeling uncomfortable tells me I must learn something to find a sense of peace. I don’t blow away my thoughts with distractions till I am wrapped in calm. This is a journey in pulling back and not rushing, pushing for the answers. It will come. I try not to let anyone rush my journey to my heart's desire.
Unless I look back and find an old feeling, I’ve had before, I recognize clarity has to be worked on and appreciated till I can take action. Creating another event I want to linger in to continue whatever theatre I know. Telling me another layer in the movie of my mind.
Echoing thoughts ruminate and remind me of where knowledge learns and continually redefines. “This is as good as it gets” points to an aged body. I refuse to abide by this comment. Another spilt second sideshow begins!
