My day began as it always does and gradually I moved through the day with food, food, food. My need for having a chance to meet my own needs was met by making a luscious mock crab salad and putting it on my favorite roll. How I get ready for my own path and a reentry back to Buffalo will be met by a seven hour car ride. It will be the beginning of getting back to my own life. The dreams will soon be of my making and I can see how continually I am able to learn and meet my own needs and when I don’t I pay a price. My prize is learning to share my husband's happiness about seeing his family when I don’t know how to. Another rung on the ladder of my life. Help me learn and continually learn to flow with what is.